notepad

Sitting on the tan couch:

2008-11-17T22:07:00.000-08:00

Sighed "Regret," he said to me "oh, woe of thee and apathy"
and wept inside his eyes still closed "...a perfect ship that sank and rose.
A method we have left of us: a rhyme and text left souls untouched.
May sleep sweep me from life and breath. " At best we wept of second death.

Anyone have a problem?

2008-11-05T05:06:00.001-08:00

Taking words

2008-11-01T14:39:00.001-07:00

Lately, with sleep and awake being a blurred line, I've been taking up my time and changing my mind.

I have a certain species of discussion I cut into the mouth edges of my reasoning.

Internal dialogue and sequential thought.

She is being swept by my forgetfulness but I don't think I can remember.

whether or not

we are still linked

or pulled apart.

If there's a way to shoot down nicotine withdrawal and kick fleeting vision in the face.

till I can poke its teeth through its cheek and smile dumbly at its gain.

I'll chance the will of indecision and remain a rope in the bind.

You, a knot in my head.

My sore an open throat; voice dead from songs

I think well of this statement

I gather no one will hear me.

I think she'd rather leave.

AVANT GUARDIAN

2008-09-21T18:42:00.000-07:00

This took a really long time to write.
I think it was 8 months in total.
Please tell me what you think.

Gallant advent
Avant guardian
When we're all so beautiful
who'll make change in face and names?
Transient, passive
Pass through trust and null embrace
Brace the constants that lay waste to us all

I swore remembrance
To prevent ever staring distance
But still the stale air keeps me from you.
Continuing through veils of grace
and hapless passion.
to smile dumb and feign reflection
I am here to beget complexion
Holding tight and never letting go.
I feel that grip
Coldly glide light fingers
over heart and mind and soul
shake the roots of my throat
and lungs and spine
If i could only work the courage to explain
Shake the grounds this house was built on.
From the tired, sick and homeless men
which stand fortunes from being saved.
problems which are lives from being solved
Oh such flags are waved
bringing upon our righteousness as burdened dead
our dais is breaking under weight of sick resolve
Preaching:
Maxima debetur puero reverentia.
We are not our father's sons
Speaking sins with penitent mouths
will lead you only to the cross you've made
if your hands are red with creations blood
I'll let you hang as picture frames
Smile thieves. Bright and honorless.
Trying best to save while others die
you flash white teeth to those who nod,
and sharpened red to those denied

Taking up your wings of science
mask your hearts in tired silence
peace be with you sons of violence
will we be killed or shall we triumph?

"It's hard to know where we should go...

2008-09-08T10:17:00.001-07:00

When home is too far away, here is a hollow place."

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these are all the lyrics and poems I've written in a few years.

this program takes ones used most often (and in context of emphasis) and arranges them in this specific order.

It's kind of odd to see it this way.

When it's time to eat a meal, I rob and steal.

2008-09-02T06:55:00.000-07:00

Cause Mon Dukes ain't giving me shit so for the bread and butter I leave niggas in the gutter..

Levee Get A Dolla?

2008-09-01T14:17:00.000-07:00

So, Ok, Why the fuck is everyone so nervous about a gay hurricane?

It's labor day... we should all just act like the Republicans and cancel everything and pretend that shit will sort itself out, right?

And why is Hurricane Katrina being brought up again????

I mean it was a great act of God that taught the entire state of Louisiana to swim.
But I see... we are in the midsts of dealing with another Category ranked hurricane... and that means more money to be spent with the money we dont have in the first place...

And a fiscal issue during a fiscal crisis means two things:

Niggas dead
White People not giving a shit.

"We are seeing some overtopping waves, we are cautiously optimistic and confident that we won't see catastrophic wall failure."
-Col. Jeff Bedey, commander of the Army Corps of Engineer's hurricane protection office.

Ok Turbo Tough Guy
Don't make white people look stupid again.

I also would like to point out this is why old rich white dudes give young broke white dudes an image problem.

I mean I firmly believe all white people look alike too but there is a separation at a certain point it being the care of fellow man.
How do rich white people show they care about one another?

Money.. Just look at J.G Wentworth

I have but one tidbit of information that really is the end all be all of this article.
I have no more quips.
I have no more jokes.
Just a sad dose of reality and a surefire foreshadow of things to come in lieu of Gustav...

look at this number and it will answer the aforementioned Katrina questions:

829,000,000 is only 1/3 of 2,487,000,000

Ok?

Louisiana received $829,000,000 of the $2,487,000,000 it requested for state clean-up, insurance assistance and rebuilding commencement following Hurricane Katrina.

Skeletons are still being fished out, found and tossed.

Now look at this:

What are you going to do to help?

Fuck Me Running: Bristol Palin Pounds!

2008-09-01T13:51:00.000-07:00

Vice Presidential Sarah Palin and Family

The beautiful Sarah Palin. V.P.-able, fuck-able, maybe even vote-able. Based on her lunatic like demeanor and crazy watch-me-shove-a-coat-hanger-in-your-urethra like stare, she has made the McCain party look more youthful and bold and more like a Cialis commercial. I scoured and raped the Internet of all its resources to try to find that naked Sara Palin picture… I came across a couple of her in a bathing suit but really what I wanted is that gem. I wanted to be the motherfucker who found the motherfucker who has Palin twat shots… But all my sources failed.

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Even the notorious Pichunter has left me limp and loathing on a laptop of lost lust.
It’s not that I want to toss my junk juice to this shit (not that I wouldn’t) but I would rather be the one distributing those pictures… The guy every assemblyman and congressman comes to get the scandalous photographs of our maybe Vice President… Yet I was left high and dry.

Until this morning…
Yes, this morning I awoke to the most joyous news!

It seems the Palin family has taken a turn for the worst. Only a couple days on the ticket and Sarah already has jumped on the shame train. Bristol Palin, 17 year old daughter of Vice Presidential Candidate, Sarah Palin is fucking pregnant and is keeping the little mistake AND is forcing the little shit of a father (who has yet to be named in any AP release) to MARRY into the family. That's an awesome setup for that kid. I mean he has to keep a kid but gets incredible amounts of money and might possibly be the son-in-law of the Vice President of the United States of America. I'd take that even if that, in itself, is some truly funny shit.

It's not as if we didn't see some form of ridiculous ebbing its way out of the Palin closet. She lives in a state which is largely democratic and conservationist... yet she was chosen by McCain as his V.P. Candidate... I think it's because her and her daughter are for Offshore drilling and are for Domestic violence... which brings me to my next piece entitled:

Levee Get A Dolla?
(check the link tomorrow)

The Pullout Method

2008-08-20T17:28:00.000-07:00

Iraqi Deputy Foreign Minister Mohammed al-Haj Hamood has a long fucking name.

In lieu of recent Iraqi-American discussions for troop pullout he and State Department spokesman Robert Wood said that they have established a well rounded idea/estimate/guess/approximation for a round-a-bout/ kind of local time frame in maybe possibly 2010 for a gradual, well placed, execution of a easy paced, icicle drip pullout of American Troops... in draft form of course.

I mean that's pretty good right?

Some motherfucker is thinking on his toes in that spin room... June 18th, 2008 The White House sent out a press release in accordance with an Iraqi OK (I mean have they ever said no? They're like bobble heads) to state the same thing in different words; hence the word play in the aforementioned paragraph.

"In the area of security cooperation, the president and the prime minister agreed that improving conditions should allow for the agreements now under negotiation to include a general time horizon for meeting aspirational goals,''

They said the troop withdrawal would occur in 2010 today.

Which, lucky for our returning troops, gives them two years before the The Mesoamerican Long Count calendar is said to tick its final tock.

Hey two years is better than one. And last time we were given a troop pullout estimation by the White House (e.g. Afghanistan) it turned into another war (i.e. Iraq).

But don't worry my fellow Americans...
As much as this seems real... It probably isn't.
And as much as it feels as though your loved ones will not be able return... there are always reinforcements

And if you think that this is the first piece of legitimate proof that we can preform a successful pullout... It's only a draft.

As real as it gets...

2008-08-16T11:11:00.000-07:00

The Jonas Brothers

The Montauk Monster

Bigfoot

Each just as controversial as the next.

A 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 second spotlight which burns out to satisfy our insatiable hunger for the ridiculous,
the freakish
and the straight up odd.

All we've been able to do with such pre·pos·ter·ous·ness is judge·laugh·and·question.

Bearing no real significance to everyday life, fantasy images are the adult fairy tales. That which we rip apart but hope so hard to be real

But to what end do we procure these photos if all we do is focus our attention on the socially crippling anyway?

Take exhibit A: The Jonas Brothers

The idea of alternative rock as a shield from stones of the N*SYNC bashers of yore. Such insanity; the debilitating and horror stricken faces of 3 young boys that just wanted to go to high school, now have their cocks force fed through leather pants and into the eyes and ears of sexually repressed Christian girls from the Mid-West.

Oh the brutality of child labor!

Such impertinent woe!

Yet a spectacle none-the-less...

Something for us to point at and question.

Exhibit C: Bigfoot

All I can say is how badly I wished all DNA tests would come back positive. A new species of animal. I said to my friend Phil last night that it would help me to believe in so much more. Aliens, God, Sea Monsters, all things frivolous would open up as possibly viable. I would question myself as a person and open my eyes to all sorts of things wondrous and unexplained.

For a moment I held faith in something.
Something un-reinforced
This is how some fanatics of religion must feel.

And even though the DNA report showed it to be part human and part opossum the hope I had for this to be a Georgian cash cow will far exceed the profits made off the Bigfoot Autopsy Tape that is surely going to be released in a few years time.

Some may say the similarities between the brothers Jonas and Harry aren't that great. I ask that you not feign digression. For they are both spectacles with a future ridden in latent enrichment, they both are timepieces of foresight. A form of fictitious prudence. We will look at these things as H.G Wells' 1938 radio broadcast of the martian landings. Ploys for commercialism. Our obsession with the unknown and our lack of content, contempt and contrition

Postmark My Compass

2008-08-07T12:04:00.001-07:00

Awaken.
Feel the body heat rise
Inept,
In-depth attempts
at broken, fearful, victimless eyes
Chastise for the masses
in harbored
over
-bearing
Channels of Grief
andtepidstepsofyournumbedprogressedassault.

funny... isn't it.

Distilled.

2008-07-12T14:42:00.000-07:00

GALLANT ADVENT
AVANT GUARDIAN
When we're all so beautiful who'll make change in face and names?
TRANSIENT, PASSIVE
PASS THROUGH TRUST AND NULL EMBRACE
BRACE THE CONSTANTS THAT LAY WASTE TO US ALL

And I'm gonna get to the bottom of this.

2008-06-26T10:10:00.000-07:00

"The U.S. Supreme Court ruled Thursday that a sweeping ban on handguns in the nations capital violated the Second Amendment right to bear arms"

-CNN

is to

"1,035 adult Americans surveyed, 67 percent of those... said they felt the Second Amendment gave individuals the right to own guns. Thirty percent said it provided citizens the right to form a militia."

Opinion Research Corp. See poll results

"We were all thrown for a loop when we found out that Heather [Locklear] was admitted for depression and anxiety..."

-AJ Hammer, ET Anchor

is to

"A.J. think about it, she's in a relationship with Richie Sambora..."

Carlos Diaz, Extra corespondent See Heather Locklear naked

I will...

2008-06-26T09:35:00.001-07:00

...use this space as a place to archive things I write for the hell of everything we are creative for.

I am excited.